Well things are going better.  At least that is what I chose to believe.  I am still lucky enough to have a job, a web site, and so far a place to live.  I guess I should call my mortgage people and see if I can refinance under that new program that the President set up for us.  I should qualify.  As long as I can still sell my house I should be in good shape.  I really j ust do not want to live out where I do anymore.  I would like a place closer to town.  Although it is beautiful out where I live it is too far for me.  I can still live closer to town and have my horses.  That is my true motivation.  The horses and my dogs and cats.  I will live where I can have all of them.  I was hoping to get a new mortgage company but I guess If I am able to still sell my house after I refinance I should be in good shape.  I really haven't decided yet because my credit is still screwed for the next ten years.  I guess it won't matter when I am rich.

My website is going pretty good.  We have over 100 members now.  Its not up to charging status yet but we will get there.  As soon as we get some money in, we can start the advertising campagin.  Then when the big bucks roll in I won't need credit.  My charities that will get a monthly check is the St Judes Childrens Hospital.  I know they really help people.  Also we are going to set  up someting for animals.  What I want to do is set up a fund to help people who have to go to the emergency vet clinic just to find out they don't have enough money to save thier pet.  I wan't to set up a fund for people who really need it.    I think we will pick a charity or two for each website we build and make money from. 

Time changed this weekend.  It will be lighter later and that makes me happy.  I am not thrilled at how hot it is going to get but I can get a lot more pictures after work because it will be lighter outside.

Maybe I wll post a sample of my beautiful pictures I have been taking lately.  See yall later.

night night

Do you believe I am still hunting for a job?  I have put applications in all over the place.  I have a lead for a burger joint to be in management.  That will be ok for a while.  Man it sucks to try to find a job in this market.  It is getting to be tourist season here and no one will hire me.  I am actually a great employee.  Try to convince potential employers when hundreds of other people are trying to convince them too.  I hate job hunting.  Thats probably why I stayed at my last job for nine years.  Well that and the fact that it paid me pretty good.  I also started a business because I just don't want to work for someone else.

We all know how that is working out, NOT.  At least not yet.  I have to keep believing that my business will do great soon.  They say it takes determination.  I have plenty of that. 

Anyone have a mare.  OMG they are such bitches.  Give me a gelding anyday.  My geldings are so sweet and laid back and my mare is such a brat.  Especially at feeding time.  Otherwise she is not too bad.  At least she doesn't try to kick my head off anymore.  I stopped that behavior.  And no, I don't beat my horses.  They are spoiled rotton.  Wait until I get rich.  They will be the most spoiled horses on the face of the earth.  They do however need thier feet done.  Boy that is expensive to get four horses done.  I wish I could do it myself.  I tried to get my farrier to teach me, lol.  I am afraid to lame them by accident.  That is something that has to be done correctly. 

I better get my business going soon or I will be living in a tent on some property because I will NOT give up my horses, or any of my animals.  At least my tent can't be repossesed, lol.  Its actually a nice two room cabin tent.  I could live there, lol.  Hopefully it won't come to that.  It would be like camping out for a very long time.  I could do it if I had to.

Ok, I am just rambling today so I think its time to sign off.  Got to work tomorrow on site promotion.  See ya on the flip side.

Night, Night.

Seems like forever since I have written a blog here.  The site is still not full of people but we have a few more.  All I have to say is if you have a website do not advertise in the newspaper.  It just doesn't work.  I guess with the little money we have left we will put up banner ads somewhere.  We have to decide on the best place for our money.

I have been very busy working on the site more.  Instead of matching people by interests, which was boring, we made about a 30 question personality profile.  I think its pretty cool.  Now its a better chance to get an actually perfect match instead of everyone matching you, lol.  Of course it will be even better when we get the members there.  I can't wait, its going to be so much fun.  Of course I know someday I will figure out how to do that.  Get people there and get noticed on the web.

I don't really understand because for less than on the big competitor sites, not mentioning any names, we have much more to offer.  Acutally my sister signed up for some of those sites and there is not much to do on them.  How do you get to know someone without ways to communicate and actually talk.  You don't want to give out personal information until you get to know someone better and make sure they are who they say.  I don't know it must all be in the marketing.  Because I think our site is much better.  They tell me it can handle lots of people so someday soon I hope to find out.  Of course then we will have the means to fix whatever, if anything, goes wrong.  I doubt it will.

We have a way to add VOIP calling to our site but I am not sure if we will do this.  I have to do a lot of research to see if it is safe and make sure our site is secure enough to add phone numbers.  Even though you will not be able to see each others phone numbers I want to make sure our site is completely secure first.  I am learning and will not comprimise my members due to inexperience.  Right now the only information we have is email addresses.  We do not keep personal information.  All our billing is done through paypal and we dont keep any financial information on our site. If anyone has opinions or is expericenced with VOIP calling please let me know. 

My situation with money stays the same if not worse but I know this website will take off soon.  Lets all pray for me, woo hoo.  Just think of the energy that would flow from a lot of people praying for you.  OMG.

Anyway, it is time to feed the horses and cows so I must go.  Night Night!

PS.  I forgot to mention we put in a company blog.  What fun that is. woo hoo.

Well today I went out looking for a job.  That was a lot of fun. NOT!!!   There are not many  jobs out there.  I went everywhere and not many are hiring.  I just don't know what is going on with this country.  I went to dollar general because they had a sign in the window that they were hiring and they told me they were out of applications.  Do you believe that?  That is how many people in this area are looking for a job.  The job only pays a litte over seven dollars an hour.  That wouldn't even pay for my gas to get there.  I also applied for a waitress job at the resturant/coffee shop next door to dollar general.  At least they had applications.  I only need a job long enough for my website to start making money.

Its time to start advertising it in the newspapers.  We can put ads all over the USA.  Of course we will start off with about 4 or 5.  Then soon, riches, wealth, prosperity, etc.  We got an update on our software already.  Its pretty cool, now members can change their homepage they way they want it.  Change colors and upload background pics.  I am still trying to figure out the correct size the background pics have to be.  The system tiles the pictures, and cuts some of it off, if the pics are too big.  Its a pretty complicated site so making the FAQ file will take some time.  I am still learning the software and how everything works and effects other things, etc.  Surfing the web is much easier, lol.

So back to this economy now.  What the F*** is going on here.  In my opinion this president we have is the worst we ever had in the history of the US government.  Some people may be mad by that statement but I don't care.  This is my blog and I will say what I want to.  He sucks big time.  Good thing there is only 2 1/2 months left on his term.  He should not be paid for the rest of his life by us.  If we screw up an entire nation what would happen to us.  We would be arrested.  Really if you think about he is screwing up more than one nation.  Wow, it is truly unbelievable how this economy sucks.  I have never had trouble finding a job.  I have always figured out a way to pay my bills.  When you go out and there are no jobs or about 1000 people applying for the same job what do you do.  It really upsets me that my tax dollars will pay this man for the rest of his oil bearing life. 

Another thing I will say that will piss people off is that I want Hillary Clinton to be president.   She will bring Bill with her and he was the best president we ever had.  I don't care about all that sex scandle stuff.  Who cares, as long as the ecomony was booming that stupid stuff didn't matter.  Bill & Hillary make a great presidential team.  Things were great then.  Jobs were abundant and we were not trillions of dollars in debt either.   Really how is that possible.  Who do you know that would extend someones credit to a trillion dollars.  (thats a joke is case someone doesn't know that).

Well I am going to leave you with this.  I got this email the other day and it was fantastic.  I don't know how far it got but I forwarded it.  It said instead of giving that bail out money to the banks, give it to the people.  Here is the email so I dont have to explain it, lol:

 I'm against the $85,000,000,000.00 bailout of AIG.                       
                                                                           
  Instead, I'm in favor of giving $85,000,000,000 to America in a We       
  Deserve It Dividend.                                                     
                                                                           
  To make the math simple, let's assume there are 200,000,000 bona fide    
  U.S. Citizens 18+.                                                       
                                                                           
  Our population is about 301,000,000 +/-, counting every man, woman and   
  child. So 200,000,000 is a fair estimate of adults 18 and up.            
                                                                           
  Divide 200 million adults 18+ into $85 billion equals $425,000.00 per    
  adult.                                                                   
                                                                           
  My plan is to give $425,000 to every person 18+ as a We Deserve It       
  Dividend.                                                                
                                                                           
  Of course, it would NOT be tax free. So let's assume a tax rate of 30%.  
                                                                           
  Every individual 18+ has to pay $127,500.00 in taxes. That sends         
  $25,500,000,000 right back to Uncle Sam.                                 
                                                                           
  But that means that every adult 18+ will have $297,500.00 in their       
  pocket. A husband and wife get $595,000.00.                              
                                                                           
  What would you do with $297,500.00 to $595,000.00 in your family?        
                                                                           
  Pay off your mortgage - housing crisis solved.                           
                                                                           
  Repay college loans - what a great boost to new grads.                   
                                                                           
  Put away money for college - it'll be there.                             
                                                                           
  Save in a bank - create money to loan to entrepreneurs.                  
                                                                           
  Buy a new car - create jobs.                                             
                                                                           
  Invest in the market - capital drives growth.                            
                                                                           
  Pay for your parent's medical insurance - health care improves.          
                                                                           
  Enable deadbeat dads to come clean - or else.                            
                                                                           
  This is for every adult U S Citizen 18+, including the folks who lost    
  their jobs at Lehman Brothers and every other company that cut back and, 
  of course, for all those serving in our Armed Forces.                    
                                                                           
  If we're going to re-distribute wealth let's really do it...instead of   
  trickling out a puny $1000.00 ( "vote buy" ) economic incentive.         
                                                                           
  If we're going to do an $85 billion bailout, let's bail out every adult  
  U.S. citizen 18+!                                                        
                                                                           
  As for AIG - liquidate it. Sell it off.                                  
                                                                           
  Let American General go back to being American General. Sell off the real
  estate. Let the private sector bargain hunters cut it up and clean it up.
                                                                           
  Here's my rationale. We deserve it and AIG doesn't.                      
                                                                           
  Sure it's a crazy idea that can "never work."                            
                                                                           
  But can you imagine the Coast-To-Coast Block Party!                      
                                                                           
  How do you spell Economic Boom?                                          
                                                                           
  I trust my fellow adult Americans to know how to use the $85 Billion We  
  Deserve It Dividend more than I do the geniuses at AIG or in Washington   
  DC .                                                                      
                                                                           
  And remember, my plan only really costs $59.5 billion because $25.5      
  billion is returned instantly in taxes to Uncle Sam.                     
                                                                           
  Ah...I feel so much better getting that off my chest.                    
                                                                           
  Kindest personal regards,                                                
                                                                           
  Birk                                                                     
                                                                           
  T. J. Birkenmeier, A Creative Guy & Citizen of the Republic      

I love it.  I think this guy is a geinus.  That would solve all my problems.  Anyway this blog is hugh so I better go to bed now.

Night, Night.